Sunday, January 28, 2007
Heh... so this is how phase 3 will end eh? Interesting...
It is said that phase 3 is the hardest, and that in phase 4, you would start your life over again...
Cool...
Edit: I will be changing my blog name. Phase 3 is over after all...
Say farewell to this snake eating my blog. I guess. I'll edit this post when i decide on a name for my blog.
Edit2: my new blog is at
momo-sakura.blogspot.com
burp; 3:05 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
Ok, i'm calm. I've cooled off. I'm ok now.
Although this words sound more convincing then my thoughts now...
burp; 4:59 AM
Friday, January 26, 2007
I am A FUCKING IDIOT.
I INJURED EVERYONE, I ASKED EVERYONE FOR HELP.
The result?
I FIND OUT THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR HER AT ALL.
burp; 8:41 AM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
How in the world can i tell my parents that i don't go school on Friday is not because I'm tired?
How else can i get there? How else can i avoid everyone...
Sorry for lying...
burp; 7:52 PM
It's a wonder what friends can do when you're down...
And yet, i can't be down. I can't be depressed. There's something I must do...
At least now... i won't have that many things on my mind. I can concentrate, i can manipulate other stuff.
But still... there's one last question i need to ask her before i can finally close this topic and knock it away from my mind.
I can't stop. She's relying on me. I won't let her down... Even if it costs me my life. I've sacrificed almost everything.
P/S: The she before the lines and the she after the lines are different shes.
burp; 7:16 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I've realized.
It will take the 2 of us to get her alone.
She's eluded me long enough.
Edited: Shit of all times... "In my dream, 2 people (i know them) were scolding me like mad... now i guess i know why"...
Edited2: I'm willing to sacrifice anything now. It doesn't matter to me anymore. I will do whatever it takes to destroy the feelings in my heart. The feelings i don't need.
burp; 1:52 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
I feel depressed
I feel like the world is caving down on me
I'm sad.
I'm unhappy
One way sacrifices a friend, the other sacrifices a relationship
Can i really sacrifice everything just for my main goal?
burp; 12:14 AM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Sick again. Let's see it's pros and cons
Pros
1) Nothing
Ok, no pros
Cons
1) Miss PJK
2) Miss twaekwando
3) Miss school
4) feel like dying
5) feeling terrible as the bm drama group leader
6) not fulfilling promise to bee eng
7) it just sucks.
What happens if..
1) I get sick again next week?
A: Then fireworks would start again. This time, i'll start it.
2) If i get sick during thaipusam?
A: Nothing. I think.
burp; 11:54 PM
